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AJ Tracey: 'There's no massive machine pushing me' AJ Tracey: 'There's no massive machine pushing me'
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There are two framed football shirts proudly displayed side by side on the wall of AJ Tracey's home.There are two framed football shirts proudly displayed side by side on the wall of AJ Tracey's home.
The first is a signed Tottenham shirt from the final of the 2019 Champions League. The club means everything to him.The first is a signed Tottenham shirt from the final of the 2019 Champions League. The club means everything to him.
The other is a Paris Saint-Germain shirt, signed by the man whose name reflects a pivotal moment in AJ's career - Thiago Silva.The other is a Paris Saint-Germain shirt, signed by the man whose name reflects a pivotal moment in AJ's career - Thiago Silva.
Since his breakthrough 2016 duet with Dave, the 26-year-old has never looked back. It was the name of his breakthrough 2016 duet with Dave, and since then the 26-year-old has never looked back.
He's one of the most successful rappers in the UK, and has two singles in the top ten: West Ten (with Mabel) and Dinner Guest (with Mostack). He's one of the most successful rappers in the UK with a million-selling anthem - Ladbroke Grove - and two singles currently in the top ten: West Ten (with Mabel) and Dinner Guest (with Mostack).
AJ says he's done his career his way and remained an independent artist. To reflect that, he'll receive the Innovator award at next month's AIM Independent Music Awards in London.AJ says he's done his career his way and remained an independent artist. To reflect that, he'll receive the Innovator award at next month's AIM Independent Music Awards in London.
He spoke to Radio 1 Newsbeat about a "crazy and historical" 2020, his career, football, Black Lives Matter and being "a nerd".He spoke to Radio 1 Newsbeat about a "crazy and historical" 2020, his career, football, Black Lives Matter and being "a nerd".
AJ Tracey on… Staying independentAJ Tracey on… Staying independent
I can only speak for myself, but being independent is the only way you know that the hard work you put in has been yours and yours alone.I can only speak for myself, but being independent is the only way you know that the hard work you put in has been yours and yours alone.
There are some artists that have success being on a record label, and some have success being independent, and I'm happy for everyone.There are some artists that have success being on a record label, and some have success being independent, and I'm happy for everyone.
You really understand how much effort you've put in and you really get the fruits of your labour by being independent.You really understand how much effort you've put in and you really get the fruits of your labour by being independent.
Contrary to popular belief, it's just me and my small team. There's no massive machine behind me pushing anything.Contrary to popular belief, it's just me and my small team. There's no massive machine behind me pushing anything.
If I take a loss it's my loss to bear. If I win, it was my call and we won.If I take a loss it's my loss to bear. If I win, it was my call and we won.
AJ Tracey on… FamilyAJ Tracey on… Family
Remaining independent means things have got easier for me because when I first started making music, my main goal was to help my family.Remaining independent means things have got easier for me because when I first started making music, my main goal was to help my family.
Obviously I wanted to enjoy the music and achieve artistic success, but I wanted to give my family an opportunity to live a better life.Obviously I wanted to enjoy the music and achieve artistic success, but I wanted to give my family an opportunity to live a better life.
I've done that now by buying my mum a house. Whatever I do now is a bonus.I've done that now by buying my mum a house. Whatever I do now is a bonus.
Signing a record deal would have given me financial comfort but now I've done it my way, it doesn't really matter.Signing a record deal would have given me financial comfort but now I've done it my way, it doesn't really matter.
AJ Tracey on… Black Lives MatterAJ Tracey on… Black Lives Matter
We've made our voices heard and they need to continue to be heard.We've made our voices heard and they need to continue to be heard.
I'm an avid supporter of the Grenfell cause too and I feel all these different injustices that happen to us as a people means something needs to change.I'm an avid supporter of the Grenfell cause too and I feel all these different injustices that happen to us as a people means something needs to change.
If it takes us going outside during a global pandemic to make people realise, then I don't mind putting myself at risk to show you that we need to be treated equally.If it takes us going outside during a global pandemic to make people realise, then I don't mind putting myself at risk to show you that we need to be treated equally.
However much success I have, I'm a black man and that's what it comes down to and until I'm treated like all my other counterparts, something needs to change.However much success I have, I'm a black man and that's what it comes down to and until I'm treated like all my other counterparts, something needs to change.
AJ Tracey on… Missing live gigsAJ Tracey on… Missing live gigs
I knew I would miss live shows but I didn't know to what extent and it's been genuinely hard because I feel it's my life. It gives me energy and I love interacting with fans.I knew I would miss live shows but I didn't know to what extent and it's been genuinely hard because I feel it's my life. It gives me energy and I love interacting with fans.
I wish I could explain the buzz I get off doing a show.I wish I could explain the buzz I get off doing a show.
It's like going on a rollercoaster for the first time. Not the second or third time you ride it, but that thrill of the very first time you experience it.It's like going on a rollercoaster for the first time. Not the second or third time you ride it, but that thrill of the very first time you experience it.
Going on stage is like an excitable anxiety. You've got to remember there's a crowd of 40,000 people waiting to see you. That's intense if you say the wrong ting or trip up or forget your lyrics.Going on stage is like an excitable anxiety. You've got to remember there's a crowd of 40,000 people waiting to see you. That's intense if you say the wrong ting or trip up or forget your lyrics.
When I pull it off and I hit every lyric perfectly and get the crowd's reaction - there's nothing like it.When I pull it off and I hit every lyric perfectly and get the crowd's reaction - there's nothing like it.
AJ Tracey on… Learning music in lockdownAJ Tracey on… Learning music in lockdown
I've been trying to improve my craft as a musician and a producer.I've been trying to improve my craft as a musician and a producer.
I can't play keyboard so I've been learning notes and the different between all the keys and the octaves. I can't play keyboard so I've been learning notes and the difference between all the keys and the octaves.
I wish I'd taken music more seriously at school because the technicals are so good to know.I wish I'd taken music more seriously at school because the technicals are so good to know.
If I could play keyboard then I'd be a whole other level of artist. So I'm trying to learn it.If I could play keyboard then I'd be a whole other level of artist. So I'm trying to learn it.
AJ Tracey on… Tottenham's seasonAJ Tracey on… Tottenham's season
A lot of the lads are genuinely my mates so it's a bit of a tightrope to talk about but if I put out a song that everyone doesn't like, you've got to remember I'm human and I might have thought it was good.A lot of the lads are genuinely my mates so it's a bit of a tightrope to talk about but if I put out a song that everyone doesn't like, you've got to remember I'm human and I might have thought it was good.
In that case, I had the best intentions and I've never tried to let anyone down - so I bear that in mind for the footballers.In that case, I had the best intentions and I've never tried to let anyone down - so I bear that in mind for the footballers.
Most of them are humans and if they have a bad run, they have a bad run.Most of them are humans and if they have a bad run, they have a bad run.
This year we just need to chalk it up as an all right season. We didn't do our best but we gave our all and we finished above Arsenal so that's all good.This year we just need to chalk it up as an all right season. We didn't do our best but we gave our all and we finished above Arsenal so that's all good.
One thing I didn't think would affect me as much as it would was not going to the football.One thing I didn't think would affect me as much as it would was not going to the football.
Me and my little brother don't live in the same household so I don't see him that much.Me and my little brother don't live in the same household so I don't see him that much.
The only time we get to link up is at the football and we go and see Tottenham every other weekend. And I've genuinely missed it.The only time we get to link up is at the football and we go and see Tottenham every other weekend. And I've genuinely missed it.
AJ Tracey on… Being a nerdAJ Tracey on… Being a nerd
I have been a genuine fan of Zelda my entire life. My core fans will know that I love games. I'm obsessed with Mario, Zelda, Kirby, Pokemon - I love it.I have been a genuine fan of Zelda my entire life. My core fans will know that I love games. I'm obsessed with Mario, Zelda, Kirby, Pokemon - I love it.
I'm a real big nerd.I'm a real big nerd.
It's funny when I link up with certain artists and they look at me and my mates and we're chatting about Zelda.It's funny when I link up with certain artists and they look at me and my mates and we're chatting about Zelda.
They must think 'what's going on?'They must think 'what's going on?'
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