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At the Navy Yard, workers returned Monday to the scene of a rampage that killed 12 At the Navy Yard, workers returned Monday to the scene of a rampage that killed 12
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Hundreds of Navy Yard workers began returning to Building 197 Monday, the first official day back to work there since 12 of their colleagues were killed in a mass shooting 17 months ago.Hundreds of Navy Yard workers began returning to Building 197 Monday, the first official day back to work there since 12 of their colleagues were killed in a mass shooting 17 months ago.
Just before 8 a.m., they gathered under a gray sky outside the new main entrance to the renamed building, which houses the Naval Sea Systems Command and has received a $6.4 million renovation. They saluted as the Navy band played, and a flag was raised. A cold rain fell as they prayed for their workplace, where contractor Aaron Alexis stalked cubicles, hallways and stairwells with a ­sawed-off Remington shotgun on Sept. 16, 2013. Just before 8 a.m., they gathered under a gray sky outside the new main entrance to the renamed building, which houses the Naval Sea Systems Command (NAVSEA) and has received a $6.4 million renovation. They saluted as the Navy band played, and a flag was raised. A cold rain fell as they prayed for their workplace, where contractor Aaron Alexis stalked cubicles, hallways and stairwells with a ­sawed-off Remington shotgun on Sept. 16, 2013.
Vice Adm. William Hilarides, who leads NAVSEA, stood at a podium and addressed the crowd. “Seventeen months ago, we got knocked down,” he said, “but we didn’t stay down.” Vice Adm. William Hilarides, who leads NAVSEA, which designs, builds and maintains ships and systems for the U.S. Navy, stood at a podium and addressed the crowd. “Seventeen months ago, we got knocked down,” he said, “but we didn’t stay down.”
“The only thing that got us through the tragedy of September 16, was staying together. Today’s about looking forward, but we will never forget those we lost. Getting to this day has not been easy, but we are back.”“The only thing that got us through the tragedy of September 16, was staying together. Today’s about looking forward, but we will never forget those we lost. Getting to this day has not been easy, but we are back.”
Hilarides invoked a Navy tradition when a new ship is launched. “When it touches the water for the first time, there is a christening ceremony,” he said. “Today is our christening ceremony.” During a christening ceremony, according to Navy tradition, a “ship’s sponsor” — who is often a female member of the family for which the ship is named — will break a bottle of champagne over the bow of the ship. The breaking of the bottle signifies the ship’s identity, and it is considered “inauspicious” if the bottle does not break during the christening. Hilarides invoked a Navy tradition when a new ship is launched. “When it touches the water for the first time, there is a christening ceremony,” he said. “Today is our christening ceremony.” During a christening ceremony, according to Navy tradition, a “ship’s sponsor” — who is often a female member of the family for which the ship is named — will break a bottle of champagne over the bow of the ship. The christening is putting the spirit of the sponsor into the ship, bringing it to life. It is considered “inauspicious” if the bottle does not break during the christening.
The crowd watched as the admiral’s wife, Beverly Hilarides, smashed a bottle of champagne against the brick of the building.The crowd watched as the admiral’s wife, Beverly Hilarides, smashed a bottle of champagne against the brick of the building.
“It was an honor and humbling to represent NAVSEA,” said Beverly Hilarides, who said she practiced the bottle breaking Friday. “It’s good luck to break it on the first try.” “It was an honor and humbling to represent NAVSEA,” said Beverly Hilarides, who said she practiced the bottle-breaking Friday. “It’s good luck to break it on the first try.”
After the building was christened, William Hilarides commanded workers to “break my flag.” Breaking a flag symbolizes that an admiral is in the building or onboard a ship. After the building was christened, William Hilarides commanded workers to “break my flag.” Breaking a flag symbolizes that an admiral or the most senior person is in the building or onboard a ship.
The crowd turned toward the river and waited as the admiral’s flag was raised. William Hilarides then picked up a brown cardboard box, turned and went inside. Hundreds of workers followed.The crowd turned toward the river and waited as the admiral’s flag was raised. William Hilarides then picked up a brown cardboard box, turned and went inside. Hundreds of workers followed.
“It’s a little surreal,” said a 49-year-old engineer, who stood at the edge of the crowd. “But it’s good to get back into the building. It’s haunting, a little, thinking of what happened here. But everything is new again.”“It’s a little surreal,” said a 49-year-old engineer, who stood at the edge of the crowd. “But it’s good to get back into the building. It’s haunting, a little, thinking of what happened here. But everything is new again.”
Bill Deligne, the senior civilian in charge at NAVSEA, said he knew some workers would feel nervous about the return. Bill Deligne, the executive director of NAVSEA, said he knew some workers would feel nervous about the return.
“This is such a tremendous event for us,” Deligne said. “As it built up last week, as we started to pack, you get a nervous feeling. I know the workforce was feeling it. There will always be a nervous feeling when the last memory you have is of the events of September 16.”“This is such a tremendous event for us,” Deligne said. “As it built up last week, as we started to pack, you get a nervous feeling. I know the workforce was feeling it. There will always be a nervous feeling when the last memory you have is of the events of September 16.”
Deligne said he was still encountering workers who had not been back in the building, despite tours offered by NAVSEA to help them readjust.Deligne said he was still encountering workers who had not been back in the building, despite tours offered by NAVSEA to help them readjust.
Deligne said he would ask them, “‘If you haven’t been back, you should ask yourself why you haven’t. Maybe you ought to talk to someone about that.”Deligne said he would ask them, “‘If you haven’t been back, you should ask yourself why you haven’t. Maybe you ought to talk to someone about that.”
“There will be those who have trouble getting back. We have a lot of flexibility to work with folks who don’t want to work in the building,” Deligne said. “If somebody is not in a good place, I see all of that. That can be tough. All will not be in a good place.”“There will be those who have trouble getting back. We have a lot of flexibility to work with folks who don’t want to work in the building,” Deligne said. “If somebody is not in a good place, I see all of that. That can be tough. All will not be in a good place.”
The building smelled of fresh paint and new carpet, as workers moved throughout unpacking, organizing their work in new cubicles with built-in wardrobes and rolling cabinets that double as visitors’ seating. Some workers took time out to visit the remembrance area dedicated to the 12 people who died in the shooting: Richard “Mike” Ridgell, Michael Arnold, Martin Bodrog, Arthur Daniels Sr., Sylvia Frasier, Kathleen Nark Gaarde, John Roger Johnson, Mary Frances DeLorenzo Knight, Frank Kohler, Vishnu Pandit, Kenneth Bernard Proctor Sr. and Gerald Read.The building smelled of fresh paint and new carpet, as workers moved throughout unpacking, organizing their work in new cubicles with built-in wardrobes and rolling cabinets that double as visitors’ seating. Some workers took time out to visit the remembrance area dedicated to the 12 people who died in the shooting: Richard “Mike” Ridgell, Michael Arnold, Martin Bodrog, Arthur Daniels Sr., Sylvia Frasier, Kathleen Nark Gaarde, John Roger Johnson, Mary Frances DeLorenzo Knight, Frank Kohler, Vishnu Pandit, Kenneth Bernard Proctor Sr. and Gerald Read.
The remembrance space occupies the old entry area, where Ridgell, a 52-year-old security guard, was killed.The remembrance space occupies the old entry area, where Ridgell, a 52-year-old security guard, was killed.
A waterfall trickled over the black granite remembrance wall, where a lighted panel read: “We memorialize as heroes those we lost and pledge that their lives and deeds shine forever bright. It was a day when ordinary people became extraordinary heroes and showed that courage lies in us all, even in the face of tragedy. Thousands returned to work just days later as a family. They would not let fear keep them away. They had a fleet to put to sea. — Secretary of the Navy Ray Mabus.”A waterfall trickled over the black granite remembrance wall, where a lighted panel read: “We memorialize as heroes those we lost and pledge that their lives and deeds shine forever bright. It was a day when ordinary people became extraordinary heroes and showed that courage lies in us all, even in the face of tragedy. Thousands returned to work just days later as a family. They would not let fear keep them away. They had a fleet to put to sea. — Secretary of the Navy Ray Mabus.”
Twelve lighted boxes commemorate the 12 victims. Someone had left a bouquet of sunflowers, lying on gray pebbles at the base of the wall.Twelve lighted boxes commemorate the 12 victims. Someone had left a bouquet of sunflowers, lying on gray pebbles at the base of the wall.
Several workers quietly took seats on four marble benches. The Navy has provided comfort dogs — black labs and golden retrievers — to help people grieve and readjust. Several workers quietly took seats on four marble benches. The Navy has provided comfort dogs — black Labs and golden retrievers — to help people grieve and readjust.
John Brooks, 43, a supervisory program analyst, stood in a corner of the remembrance area. “This space is done in good taste. It is a fitting memorial for the individuals who lost their lives,” said Brooks, who knew some of the victims.John Brooks, 43, a supervisory program analyst, stood in a corner of the remembrance area. “This space is done in good taste. It is a fitting memorial for the individuals who lost their lives,” said Brooks, who knew some of the victims.
“You see their names. You know where they sat. Some lost their lives in areas we commonly work in.” Brooks said. “It could happen to any of us. Some were prior service, but a lot were career civilians. They didn’t expect this. To come to work and face that type of risk is unfathomable. That is the tragic thing about this.” “You see their names. You know where they sat. Some lost their lives in areas we commonly work in,” Brooks said. “It could happen to any of us. Some were prior service, but a lot were career civilians. They didn’t expect this. To come to work and face that type of risk is unfathomable. That is the tragic thing about this.”
Employees need closure, he said. “But at the same time, these people matter to us. People want to forget about what happened, but we don’t want to forget these people.”Employees need closure, he said. “But at the same time, these people matter to us. People want to forget about what happened, but we don’t want to forget these people.”
Not far from the remembrance area, near a Navy history timeline wall, a woman in a blue winter coat walked by sobbing. Her eyes were red with tears, as a man tried to console her.Not far from the remembrance area, near a Navy history timeline wall, a woman in a blue winter coat walked by sobbing. Her eyes were red with tears, as a man tried to console her.
Rory O’Connor, a spokesman for the Naval Sea Systems Command (NAVSEA), said workers began arriving as early as 5 a.m. Rory O’Connor, a spokesman for NAVSEA, said workers began arriving as early as 5 a.m.
“I think people are excited,” O’Connor said. “Returning to our work home is a big step forward. The building looks great. People are at their desks. Boxes are waiting to be unpacked. Four hundred people moved in over the weekend. Other workers will return over the next few weeks.”“I think people are excited,” O’Connor said. “Returning to our work home is a big step forward. The building looks great. People are at their desks. Boxes are waiting to be unpacked. Four hundred people moved in over the weekend. Other workers will return over the next few weeks.”
Navy Capt. Edward “Chip” Zawislak, who was rescued with three co-workers from the roof of Building 197 the day of the shooting, said he was excited about returning. “You walk into the building and it’s a shot of positive energy,” said Zawislak, who had been honored for helping a co-worker Jennifer Bennett after she was shot and seriously wounded in a stairwell.Navy Capt. Edward “Chip” Zawislak, who was rescued with three co-workers from the roof of Building 197 the day of the shooting, said he was excited about returning. “You walk into the building and it’s a shot of positive energy,” said Zawislak, who had been honored for helping a co-worker Jennifer Bennett after she was shot and seriously wounded in a stairwell.
At about 8:30 a.m., William Hilarides clipped a red ribbon opening the renovated building’s café.At about 8:30 a.m., William Hilarides clipped a red ribbon opening the renovated building’s café.
“When we were talking about the renovation, the café was the highest priority,” he said. “It would be a place where we gather as a work family. ...It was really important to us to create a space where we can spend time as a Navy family.” “When we were talking about the renovation, the café was the highest priority,” he said. “It would be a place where we gather as a work family. . . . It was really important to us to create a space where we can spend time as a Navy family.”
Some Navy Yard employees were looking forward to regaining a sense of normalcy. Others are still so traumatized that they couldn’t bring themselves to reenter.Some Navy Yard employees were looking forward to regaining a sense of normalcy. Others are still so traumatized that they couldn’t bring themselves to reenter.
Beth Ann Cordova lost two co-workers the day of the rampage: Michael Arnold and Richard “Mike” Ridgell. A third person she is close to, Jennifer Bennett, was badly wounded.Beth Ann Cordova lost two co-workers the day of the rampage: Michael Arnold and Richard “Mike” Ridgell. A third person she is close to, Jennifer Bennett, was badly wounded.
Cordova, a 55-year-old executive assistant and data manager, said she would steel herself to head to her new desk. But there are certain parts of the building that she would rather avoid, even after a tour several weeks ago designed to ease her fears.Cordova, a 55-year-old executive assistant and data manager, said she would steel herself to head to her new desk. But there are certain parts of the building that she would rather avoid, even after a tour several weeks ago designed to ease her fears.
“I did not wish to go anywhere near where Jennifer had been shot, and I still don’t,” Cordova said. “He hurt my friend. I could have lost her.”“I did not wish to go anywhere near where Jennifer had been shot, and I still don’t,” Cordova said. “He hurt my friend. I could have lost her.”
Cordova knows a group of people who refuse to go back, even as the Navy has renovated the building to erase the worst memories of the mentally ill Alexis, 34, who was killed that day by police.Cordova knows a group of people who refuse to go back, even as the Navy has renovated the building to erase the worst memories of the mentally ill Alexis, 34, who was killed that day by police.
The Navy has accommodated their wishes by transferring them to other jobs in other buildings, William Hilarides said in an interview last week.The Navy has accommodated their wishes by transferring them to other jobs in other buildings, William Hilarides said in an interview last week.
Dozens of other workers have retired rather than return. O’Connor said that 132 employees retired between Sept. 15, 2013, and Dec. 31, 2014 — but officials could not break out how many of those departures were prompted by the shooting. Some workers had been offered early retirements to help with budget cuts.Dozens of other workers have retired rather than return. O’Connor said that 132 employees retired between Sept. 15, 2013, and Dec. 31, 2014 — but officials could not break out how many of those departures were prompted by the shooting. Some workers had been offered early retirements to help with budget cuts.
Paul Anderson, a Navy commander and chaplain, said support teams, including chaplains and employee assistance personnel, will help people “reinhabit” the building.Paul Anderson, a Navy commander and chaplain, said support teams, including chaplains and employee assistance personnel, will help people “reinhabit” the building.
“The Navy has done a wonderful job of re-creating that space so that it won’t be haunted by memories and by the unresolved emotions of people who were there that day,” Anderson said. “They have done a herculean effort at reclaiming and rededicating that space. There may be people so traumatized they don’t feel comfortable about being back in there. Some will have to figure out ways to expunge their fear. But the institution has done as much as they can to make the building a safe place.” “The Navy has done a wonderful job of recreating that space so that it won’t be haunted by memories and by the unresolved emotions of people who were there that day,” Anderson said. “They have done a herculean effort at reclaiming and rededicating that space. There may be people so traumatized they don’t feel comfortable about being back in there. Some will have to figure out ways to expunge their fear. But the institution has done as much as they can to make the building a safe place.”
The overhaul of the building includes new offices, doors, windows and carpet. Even the entrance has been moved. Outside, there are concrete steps, benches and windows where the entrance used to be.The overhaul of the building includes new offices, doors, windows and carpet. Even the entrance has been moved. Outside, there are concrete steps, benches and windows where the entrance used to be.
The building’s redesign includes soothing new paint colors — daffodil yellow, freshwater blue, parakeet apple green. The new cafeteria and a visitors’ center are located near a Starbucks kiosk. Soundproof glass walls enclose a former atrium to help reduce noise. The building’s redesign includes soothing new paint colors — daffodil yellow, freshwater blue, apple green. The new cafeteria and a visitors’ center are located near a Starbucks kiosk. Soundproof glass walls enclose a former atrium to help reduce noise.
The building has been renamed in honor of Joshua Humphreys, who designed the first Navy frigates. Hilarides said a new name was an important reminder of NAVSEA’s resilience.The building has been renamed in honor of Joshua Humphreys, who designed the first Navy frigates. Hilarides said a new name was an important reminder of NAVSEA’s resilience.
A task force of NAVSEA employees oversaw the renovation of the historic brick building, which had been used during World War II to assemble guns for battleships.A task force of NAVSEA employees oversaw the renovation of the historic brick building, which had been used during World War II to assemble guns for battleships.
During the renovation, Building 197’s workers were relocated to a former Coast Guard facility at Buzzard Point in Southwest Washington.During the renovation, Building 197’s workers were relocated to a former Coast Guard facility at Buzzard Point in Southwest Washington.
On Saturday, movers began carrying in files and installing computers for the first wave of returning workers, O’Connor said. Other workers will return on a staggered weekly move-in schedule over the next nine weeks.On Saturday, movers began carrying in files and installing computers for the first wave of returning workers, O’Connor said. Other workers will return on a staggered weekly move-in schedule over the next nine weeks.
Hilarides acknowledged that some workers are struggling with the return. To help, NAVSEA organized groups of employees to tour the building in small groups in recent weeks.Hilarides acknowledged that some workers are struggling with the return. To help, NAVSEA organized groups of employees to tour the building in small groups in recent weeks.
“We didn’t want anyone to say, ‘The first day I go back in the building is the first day I go back to work,’ ” he said.“We didn’t want anyone to say, ‘The first day I go back in the building is the first day I go back to work,’ ” he said.
Cordova said her tour was extremely helpful. “I was on the ‘Who’s going to have a problem?’ tour, ” she said, adding that she was reassured by all the changes she found. “It looked different, and I thought, ‘I can deal with this.’ ”Cordova said her tour was extremely helpful. “I was on the ‘Who’s going to have a problem?’ tour, ” she said, adding that she was reassured by all the changes she found. “It looked different, and I thought, ‘I can deal with this.’ ”
But not everyone came to that conclusion. One woman on a different tour had an anxiety attack a quarter of the way through the first floor and had to leave, according to someone who was with her. She isn’t scheduled to move into the building until March and will try to visit again.But not everyone came to that conclusion. One woman on a different tour had an anxiety attack a quarter of the way through the first floor and had to leave, according to someone who was with her. She isn’t scheduled to move into the building until March and will try to visit again.